First period after d&e

Just got my first period today after having a d&e on July 27th and a pimple to go with it. Having mixed feelings about it so far. I’m feeling a bit of relief as far as moving on from the horrible situation we had to endure and being able to try for a baby again. I’m also sad. I’m sad because it’s all real and we really won’t be having our baby in December. I’m sad and relieved all at the same time. Just needed to write my thoughts down somewhere.