I have been trying to fall pregnant for 9months now. I did have a miscarriage first month trying. Some months my heart breaks. But today I have decided it's time to stop thinking 100% about it and change my life. I am a nice, loyal and caring person but it's time to go above and beyond for the ones around me and myself so that I can enjoy the moment I am living now and know one day it will be my turn. Its time to stop rushing and stressing my way through life and stop and embrace and enjoy the life I have been given and appreciate it. And when the time is right I know I will be blessed with a little one.