He slapped me ..

Me & my boyfriend we were chilling watching tv eating good all of sudden he’s like I’m checking the phone & this is really his phone because he shattered my old phone because he seen old messages between me & someone so he got pissed smashed my shit . Anyways he goes to my snap I have guys that dm me & just compliment me I feel rude ASF if I don’t say thank you I just give a plain thank you !! He sees they been blowing me up he’s like “you got a lot of ni**as I hate ni**as blah blah blah” I always hear this shit this checking shit happens often he doesn’t trust me I’ve been loyal to this man for 6months bout to be 7 !!! Haven’t messed with no other guy but him ! So he goes thru my snap I never knew you could do this he looks at clear

He’s thinking I cleared all the messages i didn’t tho all of the chats were still there . He spazzes calls me a nasty bitch & that I’ve been cheating I’m like”baby I haven’t been cheating I promise you” he’s not listening he’s like I’m taking the phone you aren’t getting it back I follow him he yanks me by the hair really hard tries to bring me down to where we sleep he was like get down there I said no then he keeps looking at the clear list on snap BOOM he slaps the shit out of me I was shocked so shocked .. what’s crazy is his damn step dad seen the whole thing heard the slap & just walked right by the slap was so hard I had a red hand print on my face . He busted my lip too

I went crazy started throwing things at him i was having a panic attack he was telling me to calm down . I later on calmed down he gave me the phone back I showed him that I wasn’t texting no other guys I deleted all the dudes off my snap for him . We’re good now he forgave me I understand it’s my fault fr because I shouldnt reply back to those guys knowing I have a crazy ass boyfriend . His mom warned me about this shit along time ago I should’ve listened she said you need to delete all the old dudes off your phone everything I didn’t listen so it’s my own fault . This is the first time he ever hit me in the face he did do a couple more things to me like 2 months ago we got into something then this other time . I never thought he would hit me ever I know you guys are gonna tell me to leave it’s not gonna get better but what if it will ? You never know I’m praying it does

I forgot to mention he did apologize about hitting me he said it was not okay & that he blacked out