I need to just let it out bc I’m sure my friends are tired of me being sad but I’m sad and ugh!

It’s almost been a year. One mmc. One chemical. One loss. Initial blood work only shows a mthfr mutation.

I thought this was our month. I had the high days and my peak day. I felt great. I lost 8 pounds healthily. And then my temperatures have not stayed up. No ovulation confirmed.

And hubs is out of town during fertile week next month. Which puts us at October. One year.

I just want to cry. I’m angry. I’m frustrated. I just want want to bring a baby into this world and love and raise it. My heart is breaking. It’s damn near broken.

Thanks for being a safe space to open up.