Hi Group, I Just Wanna Get This Off My Chest And I Really Need Som Advice And Opinions.

My Boyfriend And I Have Been Trying To Conceive For About 6 Months Now. And At The End Of Every Month Or Cycle, Should I Say, We’re Disappointed And Heartbroken Again. And I Feel Like It’s Making Me Envious And Bitter. Here’s The Part Where I Feel Like A Bad Person And Bad Friend. It Almost Seems Like Everyone Around Me Is Either Getting Pregnant Of Getting Engaged And Married. My Boyfriend And I Have Been Together For 5 Years Now And I’m Starting To Feel Like It’s Not Worth It. There’s People Around Me Who’ve Been Together For ONE Year And Already Have Kids And Are Married. And Now I’m Starting To Question Myself In My Relationship. I’m Starting To Think Like Am I Not Good Enough To Marry? After 5 Years, We’re Only Engaged. What Else Are We Doing? And I Just Feel Like Today Was A Breaking Point Because My Bestfriend’s Boyfriend Just Told Me He Wants Me To Help Him Come Up w. A Plan To Propose To My Bestfriend.

(This Is Why I Feel Like A Bad Friend).

I Love My Bestfriend To Death, But I Just Feel Like Her And Her Boyfriend Have Only Been Together For One Year And Theyre Already Getting Engaged And Moving Into A House Together And Talking About Kids. And To Be Honest, I’m Not Happy. I Really Really REALLY Want To Be Because Thats My Bestfriend But I’m Just Really Angry Because I Feel Like Everybody Else Is Getting The Life I’ve Been Asking My Fiancé To Give Me For Years. Now I’m Like Am I Wasting My Time w. This Person? Or Am I Just Rushing Things? I Know Everybody Has Their Time But I Just Feel Like I’m Tired Of Praying And Getting Disappointed. When Is My Time?????

Please Help, Give Me Some Advice Or SOMETHING Because I Feel Like I’m Going Crazy...