I feel like I will never be pregnant again. we try every month with no luck. all I've ever wanted was to feel my children grow and watch the amazing people they turn out to be. how could they not? their dad is a volunteer firefighter, uncle is a emt/firefighter two aunt's are volunteer firefighters, and me fire corps. all good people. helping people. so what karma did I fall into. I've had ten miscarriages and constantly feel like a walking abortion machine. (no I've never had nor will I ever have an abortion.) Everytime I see the not pregnant it's just a reminder. please wish me luck as my ovulation date is coming up, this may be my last time trying. also any tips or ideas would help. best of luck to all of you ttc. anna