im so upset. I feel like everytime I go to my obgyn its pointless, literally. I know you go mainly to get the heartbeat, blood pressure & urine checked. but I feel as if everytime I go, my questions/concerns go RIGHT over their heads. ive never liked them from the start but I stayed because I do like ONE midwife I see frequently. even then I still feel... unimportant?

I wanna change places but im already 36 weeks. I dont wanna keep seeing them every week now 😭