Yesterday I lost my virginity to this guy who I somewhat like but like in a lust kind of way. Don't get me wrong he's super attractive but I feel like he used me. He recently broke up with his girlfriend that he's so in love with and I think he was only taking me on all those romantic cute dates bc he's still trying to get over her. He also still wears his old promise ring!! Yesterday he took me to this beautiful spot in the country side since we live in the city and never see these kind of things in a daily and we just sat there for hours and when we got back in his car it sorta just happened. It hurt like shit and he stopped when I told him to but I still feel like it was a mistake because he pressured me into doing it. We're both seniors in highschool and He's kinda known for his past hoe reputation so i feel like he just knows how to get at girls and make them fall for his complete bullshit. After he dropped me off at home he snapchatted me asking if I was okay and I ended up unfriending him on sc out of panic. I've been avoiding him in the halls all day in school today. I'm not attached to him in anyway but I've been so sad this whole day because I feel like it was way too pressured. It wasn't the right time. And he wasn't the right one:( and I know that he will never love me because he still loves his ex. And he makes it clear he does! He even told me that he plans on getting back with her in the future but he wants to enjoy his "young life" right now. And it hurts the most because I let someone who won't ever consider me in his future take something I won't ever get back:(