Need a hug/friends

Well my husband left for deployment today. It’s our first one since we’ve been together. Really though because we’ve only been married a few months. I know I’ll be okay but my heart hurts.

I just got off of work and was about to call him like I always do when I’m finished and on my way home. But then remembered he can’t answer :(

It was a really though “see you later” and he’s not one to show his sad emotions in front of me but I know he was feeling sad too.

Hoping to really work on myself while he’s gone and try to stay busy. Just looking for advice/ a friend :) thanks!