When will this stop! 😔

Having a SCH is so exhausting! Mentally and physically! I'm terrified to use the bathroom because I know when I wipe, there will be blood. I'm so upset tonight, I just want a normal healthy pregnancy. I'm starting to forget what normal is anymore! If anyone else is going through this mess, I pray for you! There's nothing in this world God can't bring us through! ❤️