Dear šŸ„€

R friendship used to be really fucking awesome. If 3 years ago someone aid we wouldnā€™t be friends anymore in 2018 we would of said their on some heavy duty meth. But nope, we arenā€™t friends. And not to not take any blame, but itā€™s ur fault. I started getting fed up with ur lazy and antisocial habits, how I did almost everything and planned everything, hoe u treated our other friends badly, etc.

U couldnā€™t even handle me saying my feelings and opinion on our friendship. Not surprised in a way cuz Ik u very well but ig bc it was me, I thought youā€™d be different and try to fix it, instead of u trying to emotionally detach yourself and say u donā€™t even care anymore cuz we both know I were straight up lying. If u werenā€™t? Then all the more reason for me to say fuck u.

Yesterday I made bunch of poets asking if I should reach out and apologize, but why should I? I did nothing wrong, and for my to be reaching out first would me just getting back into old habits of my doing everything. U say it was us growing apart but no, it was u no being a good friend, me saying something and u couldnā€™t handle that. U think 1 fight and itā€™s done? Well thatā€™s not how it works if u wanna keep any kind of relationship. Clearly u didnt here. Iā€™m glad today Iā€™m back to not wanting to talk to u. It sucks that ur a bitch now but whatever. And nice new friends u gotšŸ˜‚ ur a real bitch for doing that to šŸŒ®. Ik the truth tho, u hate hanging with her, ur just using her hardcore rn, Ik ur miserable rn and Iā€™m enjoying it.

Sometimes I think that if u ever reached out and apologized Iā€™d take u back as a friend, but other times I think I wouldnā€™t cuz of the stuff u said.

Anyway I hope ur having a shit time without me, Ik u probs r cuz I feel the same sometimes. I donā€™t regret me opening up tho, Ik the truth about u now and I just got to adjust still.

Oh and btw, I still havenā€™t spilt any secrets believe it or not. Itā€™s been 4 months and I havenā€™t said anything. But if I found out u told someone about āš¾ļø Iā€™ll legit beat u. U canā€™t play around with that shit, someone, especially āš¾ļø could end up dead. U know that so donā€™t be dumb. It happened almost a year ago now to Root Beer, itā€™s not a joke.