Depression

Stacey. my baby is due 20/07/19 💛

My boyfriend suffers with depression, I’ve been there for him as much as possible but when somebody is so down around you as you can imagine it starts to rub off after a while. We have only been together 4 months and when he was younger he abused steroids so has very low testosterone naturally. He has just come off an 8 week course of steroids now and is having a break before going back on testosterone replacement shots instead of steroids. So the last 4 weeks we haven’t had sex (sorry tmi) as he hasn’t been feeling it - not his fault I know. Also he’s on a changeover of his anti depressant tablets so his head is a bit all over the place and it’s like he’s turned numb and emotionless.. after the first 3 months of being “all over me” such as kisses cuddles and clingy to the sudden shock of NOTHING and distant such as blunt and flinchy when I touch him. He’s reassuring me and telling me he still loves me it’s just the tablets are making him numb and stuff but for me it’s hard. I’ve been in relationships before like this towards the end and I can’t help thinking that’s the way this is going but I really hope not. I’m just wondering if anyone knows anything about depression.: will this pass? Is it for good? I’m so confused and upset but can’t speak to him about it a lot as it makes him feel shit too...