Sad goodbye

Unfortunately yesterday my husband and I went to our second ultrasound at 8 weeks and were told that baby did not have heartbeat anymore 😞. This was our second pregnancy after having our daughter almost 4 years ago. Everything was different and easy with her. Why not this time around? I know that miscarriage is common, but it doesn’t make it any easier. I’m going to try and let me body do everything naturally since it’s a long weekend before I have to return to teaching, but I’m terrified. I’m also mad at myself for not listening to my labor and delivery nurse sister who told me I should wait to tell mom and dad because of mc probability. It was awful having to tell them and see them upset. We will try again once I am given the green light , but man this sucks. Good luck April mommas on this wonderful rollercoaster that is pregnancy. I hope I am back on the ride for the full time next time. ❤️