Belly advice!

Tori

So I’m 29 weeks pregnant and I’m plus size but also 6’4 I’ve gained about 45 pounds and I started out at 240. I’m super self conscious about my belly because I have an apron. I feel like everyone can tell and I hate even being naked looking at myself in the mirror. I seriously wanna cry looking at my belly when I should be happy! Will my apron go away after I give birth? It wrecks my confidence!