Should I send this?!

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So I’ve been friends with this guy for almost 6 years now and we get really close like I go to his and we literally spend the day in bed cuddling watching movies and talk constantly and then after a few times of hanging out it’s like he disappears off of the face of the earth for a couple weeks and then it starts again, so I really want to send him this as it’s really messing with my head.

“Hey, I don’t mean this to be rude and I know you’re probably going to think I’m a complete weirdo/crazy person for sending this, but I really need to get this off if my chest. When we hang out and talk I’m literally the happiest person alive, but when whatever this is happens when we stop talking it actually crushes me, I don’t know how else to describe the feeling but it sucks. Don’t feel like you have to answer this but I just really needed to get it off my chest”

Is that alright? If you think I should change anything let me know.