Confused af

Alicia

I started dating my ex recently. He broke things off before because he was going through some things and just didn’t feel anything for anyone. We were having a conversation with my friend where we opened up a little bit about ourselves. Before I went home, he told me something that was just like wtf. He broke things off because he felt numb after his previous relationship. She fucked him up really bad and it left him feeling nothing. I didn’t know that when we started dating the first time. Now he tells me he faked an orgasm 80% of the time we had sex during the first time we were together. He said that he just didn’t feel anything for me then and really tried to but it didn’t end up happening. I just don’t know how to feel about us now. He’s been giving me everything and more this time but damn... what he said really fucked me up, y’know? Now I’m just kinda questioning everything. I know it’s in the past but shit that hurt a lot. It felt like he broke up with me again.

What do you guys think about this?