feeling so guttered

i really hate this 2 week dreaded wait to find out you get BFN,for the past week i have been feeling very bloated and very fatigued,i never ever get like this before AF,I did a clear blue digital HPT with BFN,AF is due on the 8th going by glow,plus before AF i normally dry up my CM is still very creamy n i am constantly wet,I was really hoping this was our month but i guess not...😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂...MY CERVIX IS STILL HIGH,SOFT,CLOSED