Why me? 😭😭 all negative tests, no answers, no hope πŸ’”

Alecia β€’ Mommy of 2 boys πŸ§’πŸ½ages 7 and 3 and 1 daughter πŸ‘§πŸ½who is 5 weeks πŸ’• πŸ‘ΆπŸΌ