Or maybe just an ear and a wise opinion.

So my husband and I always said that when my daughter was 18 months we would start trying. I was on the depo shot for a little while and my doc told me it can take a while for it to leave your system. Anyway, so I just got a new position at my job and then we found out we were successful first time around.

Now, where I work (not sure if it's just part of the Canadian labour laws) you only have to be back at work 3 months before you're eligible for mat leave. I'll be at this position probably just short of 9 months but I'll have been back off of mat leave for over a year.

I guess I'm just freaking out because I know they JUST hired me. I feel bad.

Not sure what I want anyone to say but just want someone who doesn't know me to talk to