It’s so exhausting😪

Well, here I am again with my cramps, sore nipples, and aches and pains. I know what these all mean for me, I’m 7dpo but I know it doesn’t matter anymore. My period is coming😪😕 I can feel it. I’m hurt but it doesn’t quite bother me anymore, I think I’ve come to the realization it’s not just going to happen on its own, I do everything right. It’s not as easy getting pregnant as most seem. Every month getting excited, just to be let down once again, by myself. That’s the part I’m having a hard time with. I’m SUPPOSED to make babies, and I can’t. I don’t know if everyone feels like this but, it really makes me just want to give up. Say fuck it, but when you want something so bad you’ll do anything. Ugh I’m sorry rant over😪