Honestly I'm really shocked and surprised that I'm still pregnant. My 1st came at 37 weeks and I just knew this one would follow suit and it has totally surprised me that she is very comfortable where she's at and showing no signs of wanting to come into this world. It almost makes me feel badd because this has been a rough pregnancy I have been through every single emotion there is me and my husband have been at each other's throats and she hears and feels all this so it makes me feel like she doesn't wanna come out here and deal with this bullshit but she also doesn't know how much we can't wait for her to come and how loved she is so that's just a pregnancy hormones messing with me. Thankfully my c' section is scheduled for Tuesday so she's got 6 days to enjoy her little atmosphere. It's been a really miserable experience so I really can't wait for her to just be here so I can love on her feel happiness and joy again.