First day as a stay-at-home mom
My boyfriend started school today and I experienced my first day staying alone at home with our two month old son.
He hasn’t slept for more than 10 minutes at a time and only when laying on me, nothing seems to calm him down when he’s crying. I’ve needed to pee since 6am and haven’t eaten a thing.
I’ve already cried at least five times and the day isn’t even over.
I love him more than life itself and I’m doing everything I can but dealing with an incredibly difficult baby on top of Ppd seems impossible.
It’s only the first day of so many and I already feel like a failure, I think I’m just terrible at being a mom...