I've had 3 miscarriages in the past 2 years and no children. It's been so hard and at times I've lost all hope and keep thinking why me? What's wrong with me? I've become so paranoid. The dr has now sent me for further test because this is my 3 mc now. They haven't dont the Cyto testing where they test the fetus because the hospital disposed it without testing! So I feel like I may have to go through another mc before finding out what is wrong with me. This post today is to see if I have got hope. Has anyone had 3 or more losses and had good news after it. I feel like I may never have the gift of being a mother