I just really wanna talk one on one with another woman who’s kinda in the same boat or at least in the raft next to me 😋 So this is my story...

My average cycle is 30 days and I should expect AF on September 19!

I met my boyfriend a little over 3 years ago at this restaurant I was working at, long story short we became good friends and did that stupid work flirting for about a year then finally decided to make it official. Things were going great then Aug 2016 I find out I’m pregnant. We started literally freaking out because I wasn’t sure if I wanted kids or not and it was just such a surprise. We wrapped our heads around the idea and we’re starting to get excited about it. Well at about 7 weeks I miscarried and it became one of the most emotional scarring months of my life. We decided it was God telling us we weren’t ready yet, and I booked an appointment to get the Mirena IUD.

(I’m sorry this is such a long post, just really don’t have anyone to talk to about my experiences besides my guy and sometimes you need a girls opinion)

Fast forward to January 2018:

Increasing over time I start dreaming(I never normally even remember my dreams) about having a baby. After a couple of months I felt like it was the only thing on my mind. I thought I was literally going baby crazy. Well at the end of July, my partner and I decided to have my IUD removed. Now I guess you can say we are actively trying.

What I really want to stop obsessing over is the thought I keep getting that I will miscarry again and how devastating that would be. I read some of these women’s stories about 5+ miscarriages and years of TTC and it makes me so anxious. I’m definitely an extrovert and find it so much more calming and effective to talk through my feelings and just get a real woman’s advice.

Appreciate any feedback and or comments...🤗