I have never experienced something so heartbreaking and mental and emotionally draining in my life until the day my water broke. It’s been about 4 months since this happened and I still cry every day. When does it get easier. Why did it happen when I did everything the doctors said to do. Why couldn’t he still be in my stomach growing like he’s suppose to. Giving birth to my son and not being able to bring him home or hear him cry it’s completely broken me and idk how to get out of this feeling. And tips on how to get through this😔 not sure if this is tmi but I just now got my period after four months of having him