Currently 3 days late. 3 negative tests. I’m at peace either way. Only wishing I would know one way or the other so there’s no more anticipation.

Today I walk outside and the most beautiful butterfly is sitting on top of my car. It was black with orange and blue wings. I don’t think I’ve ever seen one like it around my home! I got so close to it and it turned to me, fluttered it’s wings twice like “take a good look at me” and flew off.

I’m a preschool teacher and a few months ago when we believed we were pregnant, we had (totally prematurely) agreed we liked the whole “bringing home a baby bumblebee” announcement. Don’t you know the fattest little bumblebee is buzzing around me all the way from the parking lot and tried to follow me into the building at work!

I’m probably being silly but I’m hoping they were signs and my bfp is in the works!