I had a chemical in July. I have been getting very faint lines for the last day or two, and I am nervous that they won't get darker. I hadn't told my husband yet because I didn't want us to get our hopes up.

Well, he just called and asked me if I ever took a test... and I broke down. I just want this so much, and I am praying that it is our time, but I am afraid of another loss.

And on another side note, I have an outdoor work event this weekend, and if I'm randomly bleeding and passing clots, I may in fact lose my mind.

Thanks for letting me vent. I am so grateful for this community!