It’s so depressing to want to conceive a child so bad and it doesn’t happen. Then everyone around you is popping up pregnant. Try to fight back tears every time you see a negative test. AF decides to be 4 days late and so you think ITS MY TIME. Nope. Her bitch ass is just four fucking days late!!!!!! Congratulating every person who announces they’re pregnant then look at yourself and question what’s wrong with you. Doctor asks why you’re not pregnant yet. A confused look hits your face and what you really want to respond with is THE FUCK??? ITS YOUR DAMN JOB TO FIGURE THAT OUT. So Dr. visits have been placed on pause. I’m emotionally and mentally drained. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!