Heart broken....

I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression as long as I can remember and recently decided to get help and have been feeling a lot better. Tonight having a conversation with my best friend and her wife I started feeling triggered... awhile later I told my best friend I was feeling really down and that my depression was getting to me(she also struggles with depression) and she completely ignored me. Looked me dead in the face and then just turned and started talking to her wife. I’m devastated that I straight up told her I needed help and she didn’t even acknowledge me.... We have been best friends for 13 years and I am completely in shock that she wasn’t concerned and couldn’t care less about how I was feeling 😭