I feel really guilty.

Today is my 21st birthday ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰ but Iโ€™m 13 Weeks pregnant and I have a 6 month old. I feel guilty because sometimes I regret getting pregnant this second time because now i definitely canโ€™t go out and do nothing so it looks like Iโ€™m sitting home all day. Iโ€™ve always wanted to be a young mom but now I kinda regret it ๐Ÿ˜” I just had to get it off my chest because Iโ€™m trying so hard not to bawl my eyes out.