Cause my families toxic. I give to everyone around me. I help everyone. But I made two big mistakes against my family. I don’t help myself in any way shape or form. I’ve been told that I’m fake by mom and have bad intentions my actions are bad. I don’t make enough money to even pay for the house mortgage even though I give my mom 200 a month out my check every two weeks I get paid. I help with groceries, I make sure my niece is okay.

I work on the weekends so I’m never home and when I am home I make sure the house is clean. I make sure everything right in the house. I give gas money or extra money when needed. Yeah the reason why this happened is because I had my guy best friend stay at the house. In my room at my moms place and I didn’t tell her. Only because I don’t trust her husband around me. I know I fucked up and I made a massive mistake. It’ll take forever to get her trust back. I didn’t tell her and it was in a private area being my room. And that’s not allowed.

Here’s the thing I have a car. It’s mine since I own it. The title of my car is in my moms name. Our family mechanic fixed the car but we didn’t have the rest of the money to get the car. So then the new engine he put into the car didn’t start. So now it’s just back to being a junk car. I haven’t seen my car since February. And I don’t even have my license yet. So I’ll go squat at a hotel or something once I sell my clothes and give my stuff away and pack my bags. By Thanksgiving