I don’t like the newborn phase 😩😭

Am I the only one that can’t do newborn ?!? I just feel I’m just that kind of person. I get anxious anticipating the next screaming crying fit, I can’t get anything in the house done or put her down, I can’t eat, barely drinking enough water, can’t shower use the bathroom. I just want her to be older already 😩 that makes me feel like I’m not normal or not a good mom appreciating her right now. I love her and take great care of her but I just want her to be older already. I’m just happy I’m getting this phase over with bc I’m not doing it again.

My husband doesn’t make it any better by saying I need to toughen up