Idk what’s happening


I quit my job a few months ago because my boss was treating me like a pos so hubby and I agreed for me to quit and just stay at home because we could afford it. He hasn’t kissed me or touched me at all in weeks. I was told yesterday I was a shitty wife because I don’t pick up after him and today he talks shit about me not having a job in front of my family at a birthday party and also tells me in front of my sister n law that he doesn’t want a baby. After I’ve been goin to doctor to keep track of things to try to get pregnant. I feel so low and so worthless right now. Idk what to make of this.