Recently me and my fiancé got into a fight

Next day he said he was at work late

No he wasn’t he was out trying to find a girl online to have sex with

He came home made me cook dinner for him

He took a shower and I looked at his boxers cum all over them

He didn’t give me no answers 2 am my heart told em to go tru his phone

I did

I found txts of him and girls asking them how much

It broke me

I woke him up and he said he didn’t do nothing

I believed him

2 months later he came home smelling like alcohol I got uset it reminded me of the pain I felt I got mad

He got mad at me

Next day being today. His not coming home again

Before this he wouldn’t come home

He would till 5am drunk

Iam in pain I need a friend and don’t have any

I don’t wanna be alone

Literally feel broken