So recently my now ex boyfriend cheated on me again for the Idk how many times he did it but I just I’m so hurt. He makes me feel crazy because he denies it even till the end he denies it , bjt I have all the proof I need and then he tried turning it on me saying I probably cheated but I never did; I love him so fucking much. Our one year anniversary was coming up, what did I do to deserve this. Why me like why am i not good enough. He knows how much stuff I’ve been through and he told me he regrets me and he told me to kill myself and he hopes I do...