My husband and I booked a European vacation after our miscarriage, and it helped so much to have something to look forward to! Even better, the trip was right after our 7th anniversary and during my fertile week! Such a perfect getaway...like the honeymoon we never had! We bd almost every day AND my opk and bbt stayed higher than ever before. I felt SO good about our odds, especially since we saw the brightest rainbow of our lives in the alps...and I felt really nauseous 8-10dpo 🤨.

But here I am at 13dpo, with negative First Response tests, and a best friend who just announced her pregnancy (😃💕😖😩😭, right?) I should be beyond grateful for the beautiful trip we had, but I feel like there is only ONE thing that would life this heaviness, and it’s the one thing we can’t seem to get. 1.5 years now of ttc, and no explanation as to why. Sighhhhhhh