Rant!!!

How the hell am I supposed to put baby down drowsy if he’s never drowsy!?!?! Goes from being happy to cranky and “drunk eyed.” How am I supposed to sleep train an 8 month old who wails and doesn’t go to sleep when you lay them down?!?!? 30 minutes screaming!!! Wtf wtf wtf!!! Won’t sleep unless I walk you to sleep. Won’t eat unless I’m holding. $@&ing cry it out method. $@&ing rock to sleep. $@&ing feed to sleep. $@& you $@& you $@& you. Pissing me off, making me be resentful! Wtf! I’m not supposed to feel this why!!!