I'm literally terrified

Ashley

Tomorrow I'll be 12 weeks pregnant and I go in for an ultrasound haven't had one since I was 7 weeks. I had symptoms very nauseous headaches cramping and at around 10 weeks they completely stopped. I've been taking bonjesta so I'm assuming that's why the nauseous has stopped but I just don't feel pregnant at all. I'm so scared of going in to my ultrasound tomorrow and them giving me the horrible news again that something is wrong. I'm literally having nightmares about it every night. Is it normal to just not feel pregnant at all. I just wish this fear would go away. I want to be excited for my ultrasound and to see my baby but all I feel is fear.

UPDATE!

Baby is doing great! Heartbeat 163 baby was jumping all over the place greatest feeling ever!