I’ve never taken the “new year new me” thing seriously but when 2018 came (2018 is almost over fucking what) My whole attitude changed.

I’m so tired of being self conscious and negative and this whole self-loathing thing is getting old. I hate not being able to wear a tank top with feeling exposed, I hate looking in the mirror and just having these toxic and hatful thoughts toward myself and my appearance.

I want a change. For myself. Physically and mentally.

I want to look in the mirror and love what’s looking back at me. I wanna say “I look beautiful” and not feel like I’m bullshiting myself.

I’m changing what I put in and on my body. I’m gonna start exercising again. I’m gonna take care of myself. I’m not gonna look in the mirror and call myself ugly anymore, it’s damaging and it’s not true. I want to change.

Who’s with me?