Idk why I’m so scared that something is going to happen but I am this time around... idk why but I feel like I just don’t deserve this blessing even tho I’m so happy about it on the inside. Maybe I’m just not adjusting since I found out so early this time... or maybe since I’m already a mom I’m afraid because I know just how amazing that love for your child truly is and the thought of knowing that and it possibly being taken away is terrifying 😢💕 I’m 4weeks and 1 day today! Started testing at 9dpo. Any experience, strength, hope, good vibes, and prayers are welcome! You’d think this time would be easier but been a mom for almost 6 years Nd this time seems harder already. Lol. Tia