It’s hard...

My relationship is toxic and unhealthy. I know i get treated like trash sometimes but the rest of the time is good. And i know i need to leave but i can’t bring myself too because i love him so much. Nobody knows me like he does. Nobody knows how much i love science, especially physics and astronomy, like he does. Nobody know how stubborn i am like he does. Nobody know how much i love food and animals and cars like he does. Nobody knows just how much i love mozzarella sticks and chips and salsa and powerade like he does. Nobody can easily know exactly what’s wrong with me, what i’m about to say, what i want, or what i’m thinking like he does. Nobody could ever replace him and nobody in my opinion could ever be a better choice than him. There’s just nobody like him. I feel like i can’t properly function without him.