I am 23w6d today with our rainbow 🌈 this is my second baby, but a big age gap and a relationship ago I have a daughter that will be 6.5 when the baby comes.

Is it just me or does anyone else put off the baby stuff!? Ex. Buying things, getting the nursery ready, planning a shower? Honestly, I ain’t worried about any of it. Why? Why do I feel this way?

My attitude towards it all is, “ I have boobs, and a bed, what more do I need?”

With my first, I had EVERYTHING! Maybe I had too much and that’s why I refuse to buy all the over priced items for comfort or accessibility. Or could it be depression?

We did have a miscarriage in January, had a period end of March, found out I was pregnant in April. Am I just scared of what could happen? Even tho I’m 6 months pregnant, things are going great, why am I still worried? Is this why I’m putting things off?

I need help out of this slump? 😩