Will it work?

UPDATE 1: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ACTUAL NON JUDGMENTAL PEOPLE. The rest of the nasty comments and nasty attitudes honestly this is why I hate people. The black and white comments with “immature” and other name calling....dude your two cents are useless. Like why comment on people’s post if you can’t answer the question directly without an insult? And the upvotes on those types of comments just goes to show the type of women on Glow .....all judgemental and ignorant. I understand you type of women that can get 20 abortions and be ok with your decisions like good for you. When a abortion is manipulated it’s not something to laugh about. Karma will get you women of insult and judgement. Praised be!!

Thank you especially : Paige. God bless you !

1 year ago I was pregnant. It was an accident as more than 60% of pregnancies are. I was a mistake. So was he. I wanted the baby. I miss the baby on the ultrasound and the feeling of ......i can’t describe it.

He begged for abortion promising to try 7 months later after we get a house. Well we got the house. And now it’s been a year. He basically manipulated me into the abortion.

So much discussion break up and make up crying and arguing. We made it past that.

I have PTSD and think about my baby every single day nothing else seems to matter anymore. I feel like I can’t be truly happy like I was before. The question is will this work ? What I am doing:

1. Withholding sex (been 2 months now) unless for baby

2. Denying anything for my birthday unless it’s a baby

3. Actively speaking with a man who is ready for the commitment and baby

Any ideas of what may work? Thinking of leaving as soon as I can afford to.