I’m so freakin hairy! Updated in response to comments

Ugh trying so hard to just embrace myself and accept myself but this hair is everywhere! It’s soft peach fuzz but fairly long and dark and I feel like it’s all anyone can see. Was bleaching my face for the longest time but was starting to look even more noticeable like that but I’m not sure what to do anymore. Waxing makes me break out like crazy with blemishes that don’t clear up for weeks. Refuse to shave as I do fully believe it makes hair growth worse - did that on my stomach and upper lip as a young girl and paying the price now. Blahhhh. And no laser as I plan to have children one day and everything I’ve read says that it just comes back with pregnancy. Why can’t I just be a naturally smooth hairless Barbie like the rest of the women on the planet. Just wanting to accept myself for what I am but it’s so difficult.

Update - to those suggesting laser and nair- I’m not looking for ways to get rid of the hair. I know all the ways. I’ve tried most of them I can not afford to do laser on my entire body from head to toe as I dont have thousands of dollars to spare and I even said in the post that I don’t want to do laser. And I also don’t plan on bathing my entire body in a tub of nair on a biweekly basis either. I want to hear from the women who just embrace their peach fuzz and say fuck it. I can’t control being this way and I want to just be comfortable in my own skin without having to maintain all of the hair constantly. Obviously I remove it in the standard places but I’m somewhat fuzzy everywhere.

And Kim - yes you definitely aren’t alone. But in comparison to me you sound lucky lol. I would have to epilate my whole body. Actually my thighs are the least hairy part Of my body for some reason. I do have an epilator but I tend to break out and get ingrowns with it as well. The only place it works for me is my armpits and I love it for that area.