I’m soooo excited ❤️

Bonnie • ❤️ IVF warrior//IVF MAMA//Swaizee Rae 💗

So here’s a little (or a lot 😉) about me and this crazy, stupid, wonderful, painful journey ...I’ve always had TERRIBLE periods since I was around 15 or so (fainting, severe cramps etc..) my mom took me to an OB and put me on birth control and it helped A LOT until 2 years ago my husband and I decided to get off and do the whole “if it happens it happens” kinda thing ...well of course it can’t be that easy 🙄 sooooo a little over a year ago I make an appointment cause I seriously can’t take the pain any longer ...we had two options

1• reallllyyy start trying or 2• get back on BC and look into endometriosis ...well duh I did NOT want to be on BC I wanted a baby 😅 so we started trying and trying and trying... (you get where I’m going) lol nothing was working and I just knew in my heart there was a problem ...so fast forward to July 2018 I ask my husband if we could start infertility testing for my birthday. His response “that’s it” 😂😍 he’s so cute and blonde and never knew any of this even existed haha bless his heart ❤️ so we start testing he comes back NORMAL 🎉🎉👏🏼 yay ...now onto me 👀 I schedule my HSG I was so nervous yet excited to finally get answers if there was any ....nurse does the ultrasound gets the doctor does another ultrasound and boom endometriosis 😭 I was heartbroken but so thankful to FINALLY know WHY!!!

We were referred to a specialist who is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING and smart 😂😅 like they do what they do for a reason and WE ARE THAT REASON!!! 🙌🏼 I have 1 large cyst on my left ovary, 3 on my right he said he doesn’t normally but by the looks of it he will probably remove it (all I need is one so I’m okay with that) and I have an MRI scheduled Monday to determine if I have a septate vs bicornate uterus(excuse my spelling if it’s wrong I really hate these words 😂😑). Of course everything is all stuck together and in wrong places due to the endo butttt .....here comes the EXCITEMENT ❤️❤️❤️ my laparoscopy and possibly hysteroscopy (depending on my MRI results) is scheduled for OCTOBER 3rd!!!!!!! Ekk I’m soooooo excited!!!!! As if you couldn’t tell 😉 I’m ready to have a REAL chance of conceiving!

Thank you for reading if you did. I know it was A LOT lol I’m just so hopeful on what’s to come ❤️❤️ good luck to you all 😘👶🏼