My abusive ex of 3/4 years who beat me, sexually/emotionally/mentally abused me, cheated on me, controlled me, then stalked me for years after I left him- uploaded a new pic on insta. And it’s made me feel insecure. He’s pierced his ear, nose twice and cut off all his hair. He’s got a fit body as well and a nice car. I know all this is out side image. Because I know his personal life is shit, he’s in debt, no close friends, I think he still lives at home, he has narcissistic personality disorder, can never hold down a relationship, weird relationship with his family etc. but it still makes me feel bad because since I left him I’ve developed depression, anxiety and ptsd. I don’t have a job, I’m unhappy with my body, I’m insecure and anxious all the time. I don’t look all schmick like he does. Obviously he doesn’t kno any of this about me. But I dunno it’s just made me feel down that everyone will see him as this clean put-together happy guy, when in reality he’s an abusive cunt. And I’m a sad traumatised mess without a job.