boy problems !!

idek if anyone will read this or reply but if you do it would be such a great help... i don’t have a mom or older female figure to talk about these things with.. but basically me and this guy have been talking since my freshman year i’m a junior now but i just don’t really feel appreciated or loved in the situation we have good moments but i don’t feel secure and i wish he’d show me that he “loves” me bc he doesn’t and he doesn’t make me feel that way either.. and ik most are gonna say leave but it’s never been that easy i just want to be loved the way i love bc i do love him and i want more for him more for us but he’s not open wit me and the way he treats me makes me feel a certain way