"check on your friends" but NO ONE ever does.

TTC for over a year is hard. It's exhausting. It's consuming. You cant stop thinking about it. It brings you so damn low and you want to give up but you keep trying.

I just don't know how much longer I can take it. And I have NO ONE to talk to about it. My heart breaks every single month.

My best friend passed away 2 years ago so I don't even have her to talk to. I feel helpless and hopeless