Fear of miscarriage overpowering my joy!


I am pregnant for the first time. My approximate due date is May 22nd so I’m only a little over 4 weeks along and I haven’t been able to enjoy this moment at all. My husband and I were very blessed and conceived on the first try. It just seems too good to be true at this point and it’s like I’m waiting for the catch. My sister had 3 miscarriages, my husbands cousin just had 1, my sister in law had one! Everyone I know has pretty much had one miscarriage. I’m 24 years old and haven’t had any health issues but still...I’m too scared right now. First appointment is October 1st and I’m just thinking if I can make it to that and see the heartbeat, everything will be okay. Any advice to feel better?