I've been debating on putting anything out there about this but it is really affecting me & I just need someone to talk to… We have been TTC for four years with PCOS and just recently really trying to TTC hard core again. What I mean by that is taking supplements and tracking everything, using opks, and ovusense fertility monitor(first cycle using it). It's a lot of work to keep up with everything and take multiple supplements a day and try to eat healthy to be able to conceive. Anyways I finally got that I was in my fertile window with ovusense and glow.. this is the first time that I have ovulated since I have no idea when since I have PCOS. We BD the day before my ovusense monitor caught that I was in my fertile window. We tried the next day to BD but we were both tired, and my hubby was too exhausted to finish. So I was kind of down about that and thought maybe we will do it tomorrow and have better luck. So I talk to him about doing that or at home <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> because I have the kit that I purchased on Amazon. He didn't even give it a try at all. That was ovulation day according to my chart. Anyways, it led to an argument and he said some hurtful things, and I said a few things I. Probably shouldn't have worded the way that I did. It's just so frustrating because I just bought that fertility monitor, we've been trying so long and I finally ovulated and we have the perfect opportunity and then he doesn't even want to do anything or try. I've been taking supplements working on my body getting it healthy and keeping up with everything and then we freaking miss my whole fertile window he didn't even try at all 😭 he even said that night, Its just so so frustrating that we missed our chance and I have no idea when we will get that chance again since I do not ovulate regularly I have done Clomid and it didn't even work for me. And I don't have money to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and don't want to go through fertility treatments ATM. I want to keep doing natural treatments since it helped me ovulate this time.. It really really really really sucks that we missed it and he has not apologized or act like it is been affected him at all which makes me even more upset and sad and heartbroken. I don't have anyone around me to confide this in so I had to talk to someone 😭😭😭 it's literally been two years since I have had a confirmed ovulation with signs of ovulation to this extent! I just can't believe that he let a rare chance go by so easily and didn't even try or won't apologize for the things he said or for not even attempting to try 💔💔 I'm heartbroken... I love him so much and he loves me. He provides for our family and is one of the hardest workers I know, but when it comes to my feelings, he doesn't care. He doesn't care how I feel about something and rarely apologizes during the times he makes me upset or says hurtful things (&no I'm not the kind to get easily offended over every little thing) it's just so fustrating! Idk what to do😪 I try to talk to him about it and he ignores me. Ive tried to get him to go to marriage counseling with me and he won't 😥